Mercy Me

Acting a certain way certainly isn't conducive to what a persons morals and values may be. But then again tap dancing for show isn't a great way to earn a living either. Tonight I learned that not everyone will be my personal cheerleader nor will I be one for others but what really hit home for me is how easily hurt I can be not from the blows of a fist but from a sharp tongue.

Whether it is true or false I am victim to thoughts in my head as well as others about me. Being a master controller of what flows in and out of my cerebrum isn't quite an easy job and sometimes gets the best of me.

Tonight is the first night in my big girl shoes that I drove home in a puddle of tears but as I think and absorb the events. I realize that everyone can be a friend but very few people can have the title of trust. What really blows my mind is that for the first time in my life I feel like I'm on the other side of the fence. I'm still new at this game of chess but misdirection is a bitch and building a golden bridge for the enemy to retreat is sweet victory..

Oh mercy to whom has awaken the sleeping dragon