Hello again.. I must admit I have been absorbed and therefore has tension building and am now ready to release a bit of it.
I don't have enough time to really delve into it so here is something we all must enjoy every now and then... A quick little quickie..
Location: UNLV Leid Library
Time: Tuesday night
Studying: Market Research
Thinking About: What the hell am I going to do after school!!!!!!!!!!!!
So this topic has been on my mind for the past couple of weeks now. I am graduating in Dec. 09
crazy as it sounds... I'm NOT excited to go work.. A huge bummer is that I don't have the luxury to just stay in Academia forever therefore, I must find a job. Reality is once I find a job... I'll be working for the next 40 years of my life. HOLY HELL! 40 YEARS....
When I talk about this to my boyfriend he thinks I'm just Lazy.
So be it! My cry falls on his deaf ears...
Honestly who is excited to graduate and work!!?? why? why? I'm leaving everything I love. I love fighting for parking, staying in the library till the sun is long gone, stressing about busy work. and cramming for tests. I mean its what I do best.
I love being a student. People ask me my occupation and I say proudly, "I go to school." Yay! Now that the end is near I have regrets.. My biggest and only one is going to class. My freakin GPA would be amazing if I only attended class everyday. Those bastards who count attendance I wish them a stinky fridge with spoiled milk... its because of their policy my GPA suffered.
I'm quite a hard worker so working isn't a problem for me.. what is a problem is working at a place I enjoy spending my days at. The people is another huge factor... Ohhh Jeeezz and I understand that I can't get along with everyone but dammit if I have to see your face everyday i beg to like you cause I will be miserable and I was not put on this wonderful planet to be miserable staring at a human beings face!!!
Seriously I'd rather stay in school or hit the lotto..
I've been contemplating getting my Masters in Psychology.. I wanna work for the state department. Maybe something in behavioral analysis... Gosh who knows... Watch my career path take me to a place I would have never imagined. All I know is I'm not attached.
I'm more concerned about the experiences. I'd rather fill my cup full of wonderful great experiences which I'd like to have during my prime.... between the ages of 26-38 not spend them in an office somewhere withering away computing figures and creating analysis.
Ugh I'd rather listen to a monotone man anyday!
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"I'm more concerned about the experiences." Yes. In the end, that is all what it boils down too. What is you're life's repertoire? What have you done that you are proud of? I love it. Get your master's so you can psycho-analyze my neurotic ass. Love you.
ReplyDeleteIt's called youtube. You are such a GEEZ same. And do you remember him? He was in 10 things I hate about you. But now he's older and so good looking. He even kind of looks like Heath Ledger who was also in that movie if you recall. Weird huh?
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